I'm not embarrassing!
[But he really was.]
I'm not really sure. I accidentally kissed him after he tied my wrists with his head ribbon and we played tag in an inn room. But... that was sort of an accident. His eyes were really pretty, and I hadn't really looked at them that closely. He has such long eyelashes and the light colour of his eyes is almost like glass. it was like... something pulling me in, and suddenly... suddenly I kissed him.
I felt so bad, because I thought I stole his first kiss, and he had someone he liked. Because I definitely believed someone like Lan Zhan never would have kissed someone before!
That, I learned, is a false assumption!
[But he really was.]
I'm not really sure. I accidentally kissed him after he tied my wrists with his head ribbon and we played tag in an inn room. But... that was sort of an accident. His eyes were really pretty, and I hadn't really looked at them that closely. He has such long eyelashes and the light colour of his eyes is almost like glass. it was like... something pulling me in, and suddenly... suddenly I kissed him.
I felt so bad, because I thought I stole his first kiss, and he had someone he liked. Because I definitely believed someone like Lan Zhan never would have kissed someone before!
That, I learned, is a false assumption!
[ as nie huaisang promised, have a collection of specially selected saucy tentacle porn videos. there are all kinds here, he probably tried to find a good mix of kinky and extra kinky.
also, a book with images. because he's a traditionalist this way. ]
also, a book with images. because he's a traditionalist this way. ]
[He will always appreciate Huaisang’s taste in books and will look at them carefully as he has always done. The videos will be a new realm, and mildly shocking, but since when did that ever stop or not encourage him? He is most thankful for the gifts, and at least knowing his manners sometimes sends back a simple trinket, a decorative tassel he had found and kept for such a future sue.]
[consider this a declaration of intent: wei wuxian, self-aware and appropriately versed in the comedies of shameless enticement, is inviting one and all (for some measure of all, as he is only one man with two hands) to take part in a little... experiment.]
as the snow thaws,
as new grass springs from the earth,
as the sun rises, warmer—
i offer my hand to hold,
without question,
without judgment.
-
a favor for a favor: a confidence, a deed, or a kiss. my ask: a child's toy for gusu lan's hanguang-jun, in honor of his fatherhood.
as the snow thaws,
as new grass springs from the earth,
as the sun rises, warmer—
i offer my hand to hold,
without question,
without judgment.
-
a favor for a favor: a confidence, a deed, or a kiss. my ask: a child's toy for gusu lan's hanguang-jun, in honor of his fatherhood.
Young master Wei. You would find fault with the truth, rather than the same person seeking to be close to Xiao Xingchen daozhang under false pretenses once again, protected by the daozhang's ignorance and the silence of those who know?
Did you see what happened to him? Did you see how things became? Did you see that tragedy first hand!? No matter the world or the potential differences, I can't abide by a world where he suffers again. He already shattered himself once! If keeping such a terrible future from him keeps him from the same fate so be it!
( after this beautiful exchange, now from his own device. )
Wei Ying. Calm yourself.
Let me learn the matter.
Wei Ying. Calm yourself.
Let me learn the matter.
[Since the sender is now properly revealed and discovered! Sizhui sends a basket to his mother Senior Wei earlier this morning. Since he's being thoughtful, one late afternoon, delivered to his residence is a basket of fresh loquats to the other mother Senior Wei.
Just a small note in the basket: Went to the market. Not sure if you like loquats Senior Wei. I hope you like them. :3 - Sizhui]
Just a small note in the basket: Went to the market. Not sure if you like loquats Senior Wei. I hope you like them. :3 - Sizhui]
[ a note with this particular offer that xiao xingchen won as a gift for wei wuxian. HE LOVES YOU NEPHEW. ]
[After hesitating for a while, Xiao Xingchen finally brings himself to call.]
Wei-gongzi, I heard about... what happened. I'm sorry.
[Though he doesn't know about the complicated history between them all, he does know that they were all Wei Wuxian's family, who took him in after the passing of Cangse Sanren and Wei Changze. The two of them are family as well, even if not nearly as close as those from the Jiang sect had been to him. Knowing that, he isn't sure if his message will help all too much, but he can at least check up on his shizhi.]
Wei-gongzi, I heard about... what happened. I'm sorry.
[Though he doesn't know about the complicated history between them all, he does know that they were all Wei Wuxian's family, who took him in after the passing of Cangse Sanren and Wei Changze. The two of them are family as well, even if not nearly as close as those from the Jiang sect had been to him. Knowing that, he isn't sure if his message will help all too much, but he can at least check up on his shizhi.]
...I know this must be difficult for you. If you'd like to talk, my door is open any time you want to stop by.
[ There are times when he knows to inflict himself in increments, like poison tolerated by a learning body, one sip, then the next. And then — today — there is the happy accident of his presence, an unmitigated intrusion, waiting early-morning on Wei Wuxian's doorstep.
Multiple minds are better suited than the mere one to riddle the puzzle Jin Ling and Lan Sizhui's — ...suitor puts before Lan Wangji. This is unquestioned. But Lan Xichen and the elder masters can only recite tenets of cultivation Wangji himself has learned, and on this fine occasion, they want a more sophisticated learning.
The dead, to speak for the dead. The Yiling Patriarch, to give their wisdom, when they cannot. ]
Confer with me.
[ Why, look at this convenient and most innocent availability of lotus pods, housed neatly in a makeshift parchment dress beside him. How sudden and most unexpected, and certainly unlike a bribe it is. ]
Multiple minds are better suited than the mere one to riddle the puzzle Jin Ling and Lan Sizhui's — ...suitor puts before Lan Wangji. This is unquestioned. But Lan Xichen and the elder masters can only recite tenets of cultivation Wangji himself has learned, and on this fine occasion, they want a more sophisticated learning.
The dead, to speak for the dead. The Yiling Patriarch, to give their wisdom, when they cannot. ]
Confer with me.
[ Why, look at this convenient and most innocent availability of lotus pods, housed neatly in a makeshift parchment dress beside him. How sudden and most unexpected, and certainly unlike a bribe it is. ]
[The rare occasion to have Lan Wangji on his doorstep, never unwelcome, yet so elusive. The question of confer gives him a slight puzzled expression, what could possibly need his guidance? And one that woukd warrant a bribe. It's only for a moment however, his stance relaxes into casual familiarity easily and the grin that loves to plaster his face is in full view.<]
Lan Zhan! You can always ask, and though your gift is appreciated, it's unnecessary.
[He will take them like precious gold none the less however.]
What is on your mind? How can I help?
Lan Zhan! You can always ask, and though your gift is appreciated, it's unnecessary.
[He will take them like precious gold none the less however.]
What is on your mind? How can I help?
Do you have time to join me for tea? I have some questions.
greetings! i 's name is KONOHA!
you like farm? is looking for work?
[so... someone may have directed her here...]
you like farm? is looking for work?
[so... someone may have directed her here...]
[He takes a moment to reply, since he is genuinely confused at first.]
Hello Konoha.
I do like farming.
[He hadnt been looking for work, but, he can't just refuse her outright without talking first. He had a suspicion where this had come from as well.]
Hello Konoha.
I do like farming.
[He hadnt been looking for work, but, he can't just refuse her outright without talking first. He had a suspicion where this had come from as well.]
[ Sizhui is just a little lost, about this. It was bad when Senior Wei left himself. It was bad when Jingyi left.
But Hanguang-jun...
Except he knows that there is one person who would be worse off because of it. So Sizhui ... makes one visit and sends two texts, and then knocks on the master bedroom's door. He knows he is not who is wanted, but...
He's here. ]
Senior Wei?
But Hanguang-jun...
Except he knows that there is one person who would be worse off because of it. So Sizhui ... makes one visit and sends two texts, and then knocks on the master bedroom's door. He knows he is not who is wanted, but...
He's here. ]
Senior Wei?
[He had been looking, looking everywhere. But no matter where he had gone, where he had looked, Lan Wangji was nowhere to be found. He knew what it meant, he knew... he had already seen it with Jiang Yanli and Jiang Cheng....
It had taken everything in him not to break down, and he wasn't sure he wasn't on the verge of it. The hole in his heart was large than he could fathom.
When he heard Sizhui's voice he didn't quite register at first, but finally replied back.]
Come in.
[He didn't try to get up or pretend. He still laid on his bed, their bed, holding onto blankets that smelled of sandalwood, of Lan Wangji.]
It had taken everything in him not to break down, and he wasn't sure he wasn't on the verge of it. The hole in his heart was large than he could fathom.
When he heard Sizhui's voice he didn't quite register at first, but finally replied back.]
Come in.
[He didn't try to get up or pretend. He still laid on his bed, their bed, holding onto blankets that smelled of sandalwood, of Lan Wangji.]
dated to later on the day sizhui discovered crystal lxc
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peerlesscucumber
2020-05-26 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's not an asshole all the time, probably, which means learning from Sizhui of recent changes, he's reminded of... the husband. There's no pretense of being actually close, because as friendly as Wei Ying... Wei Wuxian is, Shen Qingqiu doesn't take it seriously--they're not bosom buddies after a conversation over drinks.
But he knows loss in his own way, and Iris is a shitty moon, and knowing but saying nothing would make him feel like an actual ass: so here he is, writing so that replying is unnecessary. ]
Wei Wuxian,
He will find his way back to you, or you to him. Attend those who care for you and remain here, now. Share grief. It is not the end, but an ending, from which flows another beginning.
Should the Three Moons prove a nuisance in the meantime, this one's Cordis constitution has proven to provide calming relief. It is presumptuous to offer, yet there it is.
With regards and sympathy,
Shen Qingqiu
But he knows loss in his own way, and Iris is a shitty moon, and knowing but saying nothing would make him feel like an actual ass: so here he is, writing so that replying is unnecessary. ]
Wei Wuxian,
He will find his way back to you, or you to him. Attend those who care for you and remain here, now. Share grief. It is not the end, but an ending, from which flows another beginning.
Should the Three Moons prove a nuisance in the meantime, this one's Cordis constitution has proven to provide calming relief. It is presumptuous to offer, yet there it is.
With regards and sympathy,
Shen Qingqiu
Edited (shen wingqiu.... laughing at phone typos) 2020-05-26 14:54 (UTC)
[Even though replying is unnecessary, he still had manners and not a face so thick to be rude. Anyway, he was truly and genuinely touched. So, in reply, he does write out a response. Reading it is probably a bit difficult, and almost an insult to any scholar. A messy cursive that was full of character but lacking refinement, insulting the words he chose to use.]
Master Shen Qingqiu,
I appreciate your kind words. Though I thought we would be until 'the hills are all flat
And the rivers are all dry' this place continues to offer surprises. But, in this place too unique chances have offered themselves in finding a harmony with others that would never have been known.
I know that it is not forever, though the gap may seem as wide as the Yangtze, it is but shallow and will recede once the storms pass. Though the rain caused the orchid to droop, it is not wilted and will turn its head towards the sun soon enough.
I will remember your gesture, and in that time, if it is so needed, will call.
Enduring,
Wei Wuxian
Master Shen Qingqiu,
I appreciate your kind words. Though I thought we would be until 'the hills are all flat
And the rivers are all dry' this place continues to offer surprises. But, in this place too unique chances have offered themselves in finding a harmony with others that would never have been known.
I know that it is not forever, though the gap may seem as wide as the Yangtze, it is but shallow and will recede once the storms pass. Though the rain caused the orchid to droop, it is not wilted and will turn its head towards the sun soon enough.
I will remember your gesture, and in that time, if it is so needed, will call.
Enduring,
Wei Wuxian
Edited 2020-05-27 06:14 (UTC)
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