I don't need to be reassured. I trust you more than myself.
[But sometimes he felt that Lan Zhan did not always voice things he should.]
I might not understand it, but I'll try. You never deny me anything, so, I don't want to deny you things either. I don't have to watch you unless that's actually something you wanted.
[How well he can keep that as a promise though was hard to say. He always meant what he meant at that moment, but feelings easily changed over time.]
[He nods and tries to give a reassuring smile. He can't help his conflicting emotions, but, he did k ow that Lan Zhan would never do anything to hurt him and he would always be there for him. Even if he didnt understand this place or how it can change people.]
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[But sometimes he felt that Lan Zhan did not always voice things he should.]
I might not understand it, but I'll try. You never deny me anything, so, I don't want to deny you things either. I don't have to watch you unless that's actually something you wanted.
[How well he can keep that as a promise though was hard to say. He always meant what he meant at that moment, but feelings easily changed over time.]
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Mm.
(( After a beat, he adds: ))
I will give extra attention to you after.
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I will look forward to your attention.
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Thank you.
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Since you never deny me, how can I deny you?