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Wei Ying - Wei Wuxian ⬤ Mo Dai Zu Shi
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[noenvy]

Why do you ask...? Not easily, the only person I know of with a potential affinity is Xue Yang.

[downswing]

He may have it here.

[noenvy]

Xue Yang?

That's mildly concerning, but, what he has is imperfect, so, it can only do so much. And, there's nothing to control here.

It's quite strange and unsettling actually.

[downswing]

Imperfect.

Is he skilled?

[noenvy]

Maybe more than others who try, but no matter what he can't repair it properly.

I don't think I could even repair it. The thing I made it from was really rare!

[downswing]

Gratitude.

[noenvy]

Wait, before you run off. I know you're probably planning to run off.

Did something happen? How do you know he has it? Did he do something?

[downswing]

He confessed the seal's presence.

[noenvy]

I have so many questions....

[downswing]

And I.

Why did you create such a weapon?

[noenvy]

I found an interesting thing, and it seemed like it would make an interesting tool. When I remembered it, I was angry and full of vengence and trying to win a war....

It was mostly a whim, because I could, I should have left it at the bottom of the lake. It almost killed me when I was whole, what an arrogant fool I was to think I could control it.

[downswing]

'Because you could'. Fool.

[noenvy]

I know, I know, do you have to rub it in? I made a lot of bad decisions then....

[downswing]

Can any cultivator wield the seal?

[noenvy]

If they understand the theory I suppose they could. But, I have never taught anyone the theory. Copycats are only so capable. From what I understand only Xue Yang came close.

The full seal would have no doubt lead to a backlash, the imperfect one? Perhaps easier to deal with.

Even I, when I tried to destroy it... had trouble.

[downswing]

Demonic sorcery. It hurts?

[noenvy]

It...

Corrupts.

In moderation and proper protection, it can be balanced. It's not something that should be practiced alone. Without a counterweight... it's easy to lose yourself.

The negative emotions inherent in the practice... the influence of the dead... without moderation, the path is only one of instability.

Or maybe that was just me.

[downswing]

You hurt.

[noenvy]

Well, there was a handicap, so....

It doesn't really matter now anyway. I backlashed and died.

But, I guess that wasn't enough, since look, Wei Wuxian is back! No rest for the wicked. But, it all workes out, so, I can't complain. If I had a choice I would definitely choose being alive again. A second life really puts things in perspective.

[downswing]

Such as?

[noenvy]

That I was an arrogant fool and should have just gone back to Gusu.

[downswing]

( ...ah. )


You should have.

[noenvy]

I know.

So much would have been avoided if I had.

But, the past can't be changed, we can only step forward. There was no real path to take then, there was no option. The path of a cultivator had been lost no matter what.

[downswing]

Take responsibility.

[noenvy]

I have taken responsibility. I know there is no one to blame but myself.