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Wei Ying - Wei Wuxian ⬤ Mo Dai Zu Shi
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[downswing]

( ...this. Chills the blood. Curdles it. He wants to laugh. Can't. Writing, then. No brush strokes to convey violence. )


Please excuse me.

[noenvy]

I'm sorry.

[downswing]

How?

[noenvy]

I had Wen Qing transfer it to Jiang Cheng.

His had been destroyed after being captured....

At the time it felt like the right thing to do. He was... he was so damaged. He didn't have a reason to live. I thought I would be fine, and, I had to protect him. It was my job, it was my duty. I had made a promise to take care of him.

I never told him. I never told anyone, though he found out in the end, and found out here as well.

[downswing]

You fool.

[noenvy]

I was young.

And how could I leave him like that?

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As you left friends after.

[noenvy]

I made the right decision defending them, I may not of gone about it thr best way, and ultimately failed, but I could not stand by and let them suffer when they were innocent.

And he's different, I owe so much, and I promised Madam Yu, I promised her, the last thing she ever said to us. I promised Uncle Jiang, those are things I can't not do.

I had assumed I could just go be a farmer. Live a small life. It would have been fine.

[downswing]

It wasn't.

[noenvy]

I know it wasn’t. But, I still don’t know what else I would have done. The past is the past anyway, it can’t be changed. Maybe someone else can find a different path forward

[downswing]

Wei Ying.

Cultivation still hurts?

[noenvy]

I can cultivate now, though this body's aptitude is low and didn't make a core yet. I have been working on one, and should have it soon.

So don'tworry about that! This second life, in many ways, has been a blessing. A chance to try again, and realize the mistakes I have made, and make up for some of them.

[downswing]

Do not hurt. Pledge it.

[noenvy]

I will never let it go again, you have my word.

[downswing]

So bound.

[noenvy]

Yes, so there is no need to worry so Lan Zhan, you're being too good to me.

[downswing]

Thank me by upholding your promise.

[noenvy]

I will uphold it. With so many eyes on me, how can I not?

[downswing]

You will find a way.

[noenvy]

I'm wounded! I'm not so cold as to do such a thing. This Wei Ying could never disappoint any Lan Zhan.

[downswing]

You have no core. But have a heart.

[noenvy]

Was that in doubt?

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Not for me.

[noenvy]

Then worry not, I will keep my heart safe and my core when it is done. Both are in very good hands.

[downswing]

Shameless.