Inbox

[noenvy]

Inbox

video ⬤ audio ⬤ text ⬤ delivery

Wei Ying - Wei Wuxian ⬤ Mo Dai Zu Shi
residential district ⬤ text
Moonblessing ⬤ Iris

info ⬤ permissions ⬤ kinklist

Comments

[downswing]

'Yiling patriarch' is no insult.

You had the power, brilliance and devotion that might have fathered a sect.

[noenvy]

And is Hanguang Jun an insult? People say it with praise and delight.

[How was Yiling Patriarch not something full of blackness. He knew how it spread, he knew the rumors and the things talked about. The gossip and the blame.]

I didn't care about power, power doesn't matter. Anyone who thought I cared about it is wrong. devotion seems cheap as well when there wasn't a choice in the matter. Can you be devoted when there is simply nothing else to put time into? I had no interest in fathering a sect. I specifically chased all those who tried to learn from me away. I wasn't going to teach anyone those things.

Yiling Patriarch is a boogieman, to come and kidnap your daughters and do unspeakable things to them. To corrupt your sons down a dark and twisted path. A power-hungry monster that was too lazy to do things the right way so he cheated by using an easier path at the cost of his soul.

No one knows that the Yiling Patriarch was just a man trying to do right by those who were innocent walking down the only narrow bridge he had left.

[downswing]

Then, let me be no one.

[noenvy]

You enjoy that title so much? Even if that person might as well be dead?

[downswing]

I honour every face of the man you chose to be, at its time.

[noenvy]

[That sounds a little obsessive. He doesn't really expect less though. It does make him wonder... and he has to ask.]

Lan Zhan, have you ever saved things of mine? Of his? My other self? To honor.

[ Were you also a man to hoard stolen memories?]

[downswing]

No need.

I had Sizhui.

[noenvy]

That is so sweet. Stay good like that.

[Though, he supposed, there was something nice, in a way, of items stolen and kept in a room like treasures.]

That reminds me, I think he is here. Have you seen him?

[downswing]

Yes.

Both grown now. Mannered. Accomplished.



( #proudpapa )

[noenvy]

Grown? Maybe half-grown. There's still room left to go. But definitely mannered and accomplished!

[downswing]

I left Sizhui tall enough to reach the knee.

He grew slightly.

[noenvy]

I missed a lot. But, he is a good boy, who was raised well. They are both good.

[downswing]

Brother did well.

[noenvy]

You did well. Will do well.

[downswing]

Have absenteed to guide him well so far.

[noenvy]

For now, but, it's not like you're away forever. Even if you don't know those years yet. And, you have time now.

[downswing]

You reassure me or yourself?

[noenvy]

I have no reason to reassure myself. I've already spent time now. Caught up to the present and have a secure understanding of the future.

[downswing]

You do not pine for missing his childhood?

[noenvy]

Maybe I feel a little guilty, and it would have been nice to have been there then. But the past can't be changed. He wasn't alone which is important, and I can see all of the good that has been passed onto him. What matters is the now, and the tomorrow. It might be a late family, but it's a family none the less.

[downswing]

Show face.

[noenvy]

You want to see my face?

[downswing]

Yes.

Video

[noenvy]

[How rare! But he freely indulges offering up a smile.]

[downswing]

I knew, thinking of Lan Sizhui, you would smile.