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[noenvy]

I am.

But at the same time not exactly.

Why?

[resurging]

i've been called that a few times. i don't know the significance yet, just that it ties to my death.

why?

[noenvy]

Not exactly it's the title I was given when I lived in Yiling.

I guess we were given.

Living off the land, farming, trading and building houses. We were responsible for an entire community!

[resurging]

oh

that's actually really nice! i like that.

was jiang cheng okay with it?

[noenvy]

Not exactly, but there wasn't much of a choice. We had a mock duel to make a show of being kicked out.

But he did stab me for real...

I did break his arm though.

[resurging]

oh he didn't like that. and shijie? was she okay with it?

[noenvy]

I think she was sad, but she was always supportive. I think she understood I just had to do what I felt was right.

[resurging]

ah, shijie... always too kind to people when she doesn't have to.

i miss her.

[noenvy]

I know.

[And you will miss her more terribly in the future....]

I am most fortunate for her to be here, and perhaps you will be fortunate as well.

[resurging]

[ NO SPOILERS!!! ]

i wish for that too. jin ling... he deserves to meet his mother properly.

[noenvy]

[As if he had the heart to ever tell him that. He didn't have the heart to tell Shijie even. May no one have to suffer that knowledge, he can bear it alone.]

He does. And in this world of miracles, I am sure it will happen sooner or later.

[resurging]

he's such a loud child, though. truly a boy of yunmeng colors, that boy!

[noenvy]

He has all the bad traits of both sects. But, the good ones are there and just need to be nurtured more.

[resurging]

he just needs more love! from people who care about who he is, and not what his titles are supposed to be!

[noenvy]

Of course.

Though, I don't think anyone here can quite help him there.

[resurging]

what about encouraging positive behavior?

[noenvy]

Of course encouraging positive behavior is important, but I think he's searching for someone who properly knows who he is, who experienced the things he did.

It can't be helped though.

[resurging]

then he needs friends.

we're getting him friends. a lot of friends.

or we're setting him on fire.

[noenvy]

What?

He has friends. Well, one friend, I guess. At least here. Were they friends for him? It's hard to keep track.

He really is much easier to deal with later after everything calms down.

[resurging]

see, the fact that we don't know is a problem in and of itself. the nephew needs to be more social.

we need to form a plan.

[noenvy]

I just don't know about him. Back home he definitely had 2 friends.

[resurging]

lan sizhui is one of them, yes?

do they know they're cousins?

[noenvy]

Yes.

What?

They're not cousins.

[resurging]

well, surely not blood-related, but they're family, aren't they?

[noenvy]

Where it isn't wrong to say Jin Ling is our shizhi, and Sizhui is as much my child as I dare claim, it is a bit of a stretch to link YunmengJiang and LanlingJin to share a closeness with GusuLan.

I feel as if Lan Zhan would scoff at the suggestion.