[ Oh, no, it's different. Senior Wei completely and unquestionably makes Hanguang-jun happy, without the shadow of a doubt. So he is the furthest thing from useless.
Sizhui knows it. It is truth. ]
I will only go to visit Zewu-jun tomorrow, but other than that, I will not be going anywhere much.
Of course, Senior Wei. I just... wanted to remind you. That even if he's not here right now, what you share will not be broken. And that even so, you are not alone.
[ He hesitates, then reaches to squeeze the back of Senior Wei's hand. ]
And do not let your chroma reserves deplete, please.
[ Then he cups his hands, and rises. ]
I will leave you to rest, then. I will call you for dinner.
[He does manage a small smile. Sizhui, Sizhui was so good. A good boy to be proud of.]
I should be alright, I will be careful with what I do.
[It was true, he would have to be mindful of his levels now.]
Thank you.
[He felt a little guilty, there were so many things he had wanted to do, but, they would all have to wait for a while. His heart just wasn't in it right now. But, he was glad he wasn't alone and he had someone who could help remind him of that.]
[ No need for guilt. Sizhui doesn't feel there is any need for thanks, but, in a small, selfish fit, he admits that it feels nice to receive them anyway, and so he doesn't deflect them.
He'll show himself out quietly and close the door behind him. ]
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I don't know.
[He really didn't. Part of him just wanted to be alone. But, he didn't want to just push everyone away. Sizhui would be hurting as well.
But he was still useless. Like he was then....]
But... thank you. Knowing that you are here is helpful.
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[ Oh, no, it's different. Senior Wei completely and unquestionably makes Hanguang-jun happy, without the shadow of a doubt. So he is the furthest thing from useless.
Sizhui knows it. It is truth. ]
I will only go to visit Zewu-jun tomorrow, but other than that, I will not be going anywhere much.
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[Though he knows it's not just him. They had gone through a lot of pain, hadn't they? Losing people, multiple times....
He just needed time to rebalance. To gather himself together.]
Lan Zhan would not want me to mope too much....
[Especially since he was not dead.]
I just need a little while....
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[ He hesitates, then reaches to squeeze the back of Senior Wei's hand. ]
And do not let your chroma reserves deplete, please.
[ Then he cups his hands, and rises. ]
I will leave you to rest, then. I will call you for dinner.
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I should be alright, I will be careful with what I do.
[It was true, he would have to be mindful of his levels now.]
Thank you.
[He felt a little guilty, there were so many things he had wanted to do, but, they would all have to wait for a while. His heart just wasn't in it right now. But, he was glad he wasn't alone and he had someone who could help remind him of that.]
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[ No need for guilt. Sizhui doesn't feel there is any need for thanks, but, in a small, selfish fit, he admits that it feels nice to receive them anyway, and so he doesn't deflect them.
He'll show himself out quietly and close the door behind him. ]